Remembrance

It’s crazy how time flies… How you wake up one day and 10 years have passed and yet, you can still feel all the feelings that you felt that day…

10 years ago today we lost one of most beautiful humans I have ever had the privilege of knowing… my dearest, Kim. She was a light in the darkness… and when I say a light, I cannot even describe how brightly she shined.

I think about her, and her wittiness and her humor and her stubbornness… She was so stubborn. And she knew I was stubborn, too. It’s why she made me promise not to give up. And 10 years later I still feel like I could have done more. I didn’t sit long enough or I didn’t pray hard enough… But I know she doesn’t hold it against me. I know this because years ago the Lord gave me the revelation of her with him. I saw her… Surrounded by beautiful people dressed in white. It was a revelation I cannot even describe. She was ravishing. And she was happy… she was so happy.

I don’t believe that the people in heaven get to watch us as some think. Who would want to watch this world happening to those that they love? But I know she remembers… I know she remembers all of the conversations and the oh so many prayers… the bond we shared. I know she remembers and I know she will remember me that day when I get to see her again.

So until that day, I will remember you. I will always remember what you meant to me and how much your friendship meant to me. I miss you, Kimberly. I wish you were here. Until that day… keep remembering how much we love you… how much I will always love you.